Wednesday, January 13, 2010
ONCEBITTEN.TWICESHY.
How do you feel when you don't succeed?
Its like suddenly. everything just came crashing down on u.
Crashing your life into pieces. Demoralizing you.
Have you ever felt like you've gone a long way..
and now when things goes down; all the way down and
u don't see any hope nor a glimpse of light..
all you felt like doing is just throw in the white towel; to give up..? :(
moreover,u are certain that u have worked really hard and
put so much effort to make things right but its never enough to other peoples eyes.
and that is when the questions come, like
"why isit so hard to please other people? isit us? or isit just them?"
and all you want to do now is just sit at that very corner looking down,
do notink and be oblivious to these failures u're suddenly facing.
but on the other hand, you know u canot give up. :(:(
im so overwhlmed with frustrations. so dissapointed in myself.
you feel like ur life is suddenly engulfed in darkness.
i should be going to training or work now.
and im still sitting here doing notink.
i dun feel like doing anytink.
all i wanna do i just be alone. and do notink.
:( probably just do sum self-reflection wondering where has all this gone wrong..
how to actually get back on track and find the missing pieces.
got none to depend on. except for myself. :'(
what we could have been, 2:09 AM.
