Thursday, January 31, 2008

i love u mummy.

what we could have been, 7:47 AM.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

men should shower the women in our lives with those extra bits of niceness bcos it will not only pamper the women but it will only make u guys feel good. :) :)

p/s: gentlemen always walks on the putside. :p

what we could have been, 9:17 AM.

Her say::

one tear trickled down her cheek. and another.

the torrent dat followed spoke of depth of hurt and humilation no words cld described.

and notink was said animore.

i wish. i wish.

its all about i wish.

dat i could do everytink or sumtink to make tinks go jus the wae it should acually be.

what we could have been, 9:01 AM.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

YoungWomens off the pitch.

i loike!

gimme gimme

gimme more!

what we could have been, 10:21 AM.

I need to let my hair down.

in a few weeks time.

im done.

and im nt too sure if im makin the right decision

but watever it is.

i have to do watever i have to do.

its tyme too relex.

soo phuket and bangkok.

here i come!! =)

what we could have been, 10:09 AM.

.expect is jus the beginning. unxpected is wat changes our lifes.

Sumtymes we all think we are gonna be great.

but we'll feel a little robbed wen our expectations are not met.

the tink bout our plan is dey dun take into account of the unxpected.

so wen we're thrown a curved ball.

we have to improvise.

of cos sum of us are better den others.

sum of us jus have to move on with plan B and make the best of it.

and sumtymes wat exactly we wan is exactly wat we need.

but sumtymes wat we need is.. a new plan.

what we could have been, 9:47 AM.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

nobody is to ask me out on thurs.
cos im sooo gonna stay home.

cos wens the last tyme i stayed home?
and i need a R.E.S.T.
and and pls.

ive gota clean my room!

and start organising and prior-a-tizing
my wat-to-do- list.

thankiew.

pls dun drive me to temptation.
tee hee.

and i cnt see plp cry.
pls dun cry. :(
and and.
im not very good at compliments.

do u noe hw it feels like to be soo angry and irritated but
at the same time u simply jus cnt tell those plp of their face!

argh. bck off me!! and stop pressing the call-bells can?
jus give me a break puh-lease.

what we could have been, 4:34 AM.

Monday, January 14, 2008

wats the point of doing sumtink wen u dun even njoi every little bit of it.
u see ur urself dragging urself and frowning and blbering.

and at the end of the dae u jus bring home a pathetic 1k?

FCUK.

i noe its stable. but no. im done here.

i feel sooo exhausted. soooo tired. and i swear nobody noes how tired i am.
kaki ku macam nak patah! argh.
TOLONG aku.. =(

i wish i have the ability to make plp happie.
each and everyone of dem.
but i cnt.

im sorrie.

what we could have been, 6:26 AM.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

if im a guy. i wld go after u.

WHY?

cos ur so beautiful in the inside and outside too.

ur oways there to give and nv expect anitink in return.

u safed me frm the cold nite wen i had 'no home' dat nite.

u were there to protect me even thou im way bigger than u.

remember dat nite. we were watchin tv and there was a huge flyin coakroach.

we both were so scared. but u sarifice and faced ur fear.

i was in the room hiding while u were out there holdin the broom fiting wif dat discusting tink.

ur so talented dat ur the captain of ur football club.

ur my inspirtion.

thanx fur still being my friend.

what we could have been, 10:06 PM.

Monday, January 7, 2008

syiqah remember dis cute boi who sae us to be his gf on hari raya? haha.

Time waits for no men.

Time heals all wound.

All we want is more time.

Time to stand up.

Time to grow up.

Time to let go.

TIME.

what we could have been, 12:33 PM.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

this post is soo gonna be random.

k. what do you do if A likes u. and U reckon that the feelins mutual. u tink dat u like A too.but u feel dat ur in denial. oways. u feel dat ur livin in banner of avoidance. u choose to tink dat u dun have any feelins for him. but acually u tink. u do. but past have alredi cripple ur fear n trust for plp as in wat true and wats not.u feel dat ur redi but at the same not acualy redi. to be hurt gain..? hmm. do u tell A the truth or jus lie ur wae thru till the ryte time cums 4 u to b redi to tell the truth?

people oways wana live w/o pain.

but do u noe dat pain is acually there to tell us sumtink?

COUNTDOWN.

OK. my new year resolution is never ever. to even tink nor touch dat again.

i wana be a goodie gal. hehe. hey, im serious.

fuck wif dat tink which made me look soo silly infrnt of plp. ruin my buddies nite. made my buddies quarel bcos of me. made my buddy slap me rite on my face. made only my problem disslove in jus dt few hours. which made me have migraines and feelin guilty everytime. which simply makes me feel and look horrible! i quit.

and. i wana be a clean and orgnized woman can?

yes. im 20 dis year! OMG.

can u bliv in. da jejak 20cen lar.. argh.

dear 08'

can i not turn 20 puh-lease.

pweety prease..

yours, cindy.

look at how boring i look everytime im in dat pyjmas-lookin uniform of mine. yes im callin it off. it was a veh great experince but no. not for long. and yes. im still considered young and hell yeah. skewl is still the best. april intake here i cum. poly-poly prease accept me. if nt. no choice higher nitec. step-by-step. i noe i'll reach where i wana be.

anyhoos. league is just around the corner. ohmen. and i simply love it wen i sweat like babi during trainings. it makes me feel ouh-so-good.

my all time fav indulgence. ohmen. i miss it sho munchie!

it was definitely one of the best.

mai, hana da addicted to trance. gerekk keper! haha

jouk.

what we could have been, 8:57 AM.