Sunday, September 30, 2007
I did sum personaity test on sum1's blog.
sumhw or rather. i feel dat some.SOME. of it is true. haha.
i tink.
Get to know yourself better.
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. ( DO I?!..) The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
If yall noe me well. i tink sum part of it hit the rite spot. kan kan kan?
what we could have been, 7:47 AM.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
can i hate her or can i not?
she scolded souted and cursed me upside down jus of a silly mistake i made earlier!
y must u vent ur frustration on me wen i tried lovin u.
i held on to my anger. and walah! i cried.
HAppy?
and does dat mean i batal my puase.
for gawd sake. its 630pm!
ARGH!
so frustrating lah.
at that moment all i felt like doin was to box her face.
but she's my ___. i cnt!
baik2 nak buke kat umah.
tk jadi. bcos of u!
and went out of the house. and have to apetite to even buka.
y mus u treat me dis wae?!!!
i noe u dun care and uve hated me ever since i was a child.
grr!
at dat moment i jus nid sumone to tok to.
he called me. jus like as if he knew ive got problem..
but i avoided it cos i didint wan him hear me sob..
-sigh-
she scolded souted and cursed me upside down jus of a silly mistake i made earlier!
y must u vent ur frustration on me wen i tried lovin u.
i held on to my anger. and walah! i cried.
HAppy?
and does dat mean i batal my puase.
for gawd sake. its 630pm!
ARGH!
so frustrating lah.
at that moment all i felt like doin was to box her face.
but she's my ___. i cnt!
baik2 nak buke kat umah.
tk jadi. bcos of u!
and went out of the house. and have to apetite to even buka.
y mus u treat me dis wae?!!!
i noe u dun care and uve hated me ever since i was a child.
grr!
at dat moment i jus nid sumone to tok to.
he called me. jus like as if he knew ive got problem..
but i avoided it cos i didint wan him hear me sob..
-sigh-
what we could have been, 10:19 AM.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
HEARmeSIGH&WHINE__.
scdule is so pack. real packed. hardly have time fur maself..
so xhausted and drained out frm werk and training and home.
have been screwING my ass in dedicating in curing the sick.
at least trying too.
for 10daes strait w/o a pathetic dae off!
more and more plp is dying of cancer. and its a reli heart-wrencing xperience packing dem in those white cloth. seen tears and sadness over and over again. and its really sad! i cld feel it. like recently.18yrs old boY jus collapse and died of brain cancer! of cos his parents was devastated having their ONLY child jus go off like dat. GOSH!
ok2. moving on.
my routines. usually after werk. i wld head to training.
and i tell u. traing was suber duper ubber tough x10000..
I SWEAR!!
coach is soo concentrating on fitness totally!
trng wld start off with warm up 2 rounds.
den head to the gym.
den head to the gym.
tricep bicep.den push up. and guy style!
and we have to go real down. like men.
and i tell u. wen i go down. i cld nOT even push maself up bck.
den situps. leg xcercise. all 4sets of 20! my arms and legs cld barely move.
den had to do jumping la. blabla. and alot alot alot. 2hrs nonsop hit.
den we had do sprinting:
mon: 800m in 3mins ( 3 sets )
wed : 400m+200m ( 4sets )
fri: 1set-1round. 2nd set-2round. 3rd set-3round. do until 5 sets.
den after dat still have to put on boots and train.
and trng wld strat frm 6 till 10PM. can?
at the end of the dae.
my body hurts. i cld hardly move my hands. and my leg go wriglle2.
imagine hw it feels wen ur fasting. and u cld only drink h20 during breakfast.
and usualy during trng daes i dun eat proper meaL.
by the time i get home at 1130PM. im too tired to eat.
by the time i get home at 1130PM. im too tired to eat.
den my next proper meal wld be my sahur. grr..
and i oways wonder. y i still dun lose weight.
my metabolism rate damn low!
ok2. i guess im complaining too mucH
-sigH-
den my free time i wld spend painting my whole house!
my room+kitchen+living room.
my hse is in a mess cos all my stuff in ma rooms.
go to the living room! haha
and and. i love my room. cos its pink!! and wardrobe is cumin soon.
=) hapie cos hopefully my room wld be all organised and no more clothes all over the floor and it means dat i have lots of space to acualy walk. haha.
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i acualy dun have Tyme fur maself.
to shop? to go geylang? to buy aju kurung? bla bla bla.
And i definitely miss every bit of my fwens and HIM.
i cld tear. wen i tink of u.
what we could have been, 10:08 AM.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
okay. todae i'll do tags k.
since im sooo freee now!haha
1st tag was frm qonita
Tagged by qonita:
1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.3. In the end, you’ll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
5 Weird Things About Me:
1.i find sleeping or resting a waste of time.
2. i dun move on with tinks easily
3. sumtymes my smile means im sad.
4. i care for plp hu dun care bout me too.
5. i love to play wif my salive. hehe
5 people - shak dillah chiqa yazid jan
nxt taged by shak and dillah
List out your top 5 b'day presents u wish for:
1. pink PSP. :).
2. nike boots..
3. watch only he noes.
4. car or bike lisence?
5. trip to redang island?
The person who tagged you is:SHak kill lah and dill lah..
Your relationship with her is:my gereks oac fwen hehe
Your 5 impressions of
SHAQ:
1. cute. 2.responsile. 3.helpful. :) 4.outgoing. 5. gereekk!
dillah:
1.patience 2.sweet. 3.mature 4.ble jadi hsewife 5.rajin
5. The most memorable thing she had done for you:
shak:wen we chat at msn and she aculaly listen to my probs and give me advice. thanx
dillah: same as shak and kat pit. nv fail to serve us food. lots of it. hehe
The most memorable words she had said to you:
shak: im one of her gerek one and she loves my smoking tanned skin. =)
dillah:if theres none u cn tok to. alwaes noe dat im here for u.
If she becomes your lover, you will:
shak and dillah: bcum a lesbo! cool. and will geletek u bot until cnot melatar and bully u both cos no matter wat. u wnt get angry cos u both are too patient. hehe.
If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
sahk:sae wat on ur mind. dun kip it or the other party wnt noe wat ur tinking k beb.
dillah: be strong wen tinks get down. u noe ur gona pull thru it.
If she becomes your enemy, you will:be sad bcos im down with a nice and gerek budddy.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:she slept with my daddy. =)
The most desire thing you want to do for her now is:to stay together for a mth b4 raya so we can lose weight together. haha not realistic i noe. =)
Your overall impression of her is: gerrek!
How you think people around you will feel about you?
weak. confuse. duno la..
The character(s) you love about yourself is/are:fAithful? cheerful?
On the contrary, the character(s) you hate of yourself is/are:
low confidence and self-esteem..
The most ideal person you want to be is like: err. myself!
For people that care and like you, say something to them: thanx but pls dun try too hard. im jus nt ready fur a rship yet and of cos. i reli apreciate u.
For the pple whom i have hurt:im sorie but i nv meant to hurt u. maeb fur a reason.
For pple whom i love n treasure:stay with me and nv let go,
Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1.ShaQ
2.dillah
3. chiqa
4. Qonita
5. jan
6. yazid
7. elfi
8. mimi
9. Naqiah
10.honey
Who is no.6 having relationship with? he's single. ryte?
Is no.9 a male or female?FEmale
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good tink? definitely not. totally diff world and 10 is
enganged. haha
How bout no.8 and 5? dey wld be lesbo! haha
What is no.2 studying about?Higher Nitec in B.admin. ryte?
When was the last time you had a chat with no 3? during oac pit? hehe
What kind of music band does no.8 like?err.. ntink gota do wif artic monkey?? haha.
Does no.1 has any siblings?yup.
Will you woo no.3 ?i wld if im lesbo or guy. she's hot men.
How about no.7 ? haha. err. if he's nt my cous. den maeb. he's hot too.
Is no.4 single?yup.
What is the surname of no.5? a malay?
What is the nickname of no.10? berry. hehe
.What is the hobby of no.4? climbing?
Do no.5 and 9 get along well? i doubt dey noe each other
Where is no.2 studying at?ITE Simei.
Talk something casually about no.1? she deeply in love. she sporty and sh melatars. she's
changed alot. i mean physically. preetier. and of cos.. shak gerrekk!
Have you try developing feelings for no.8? heeh. shes hot. but no. we're no lesbo. and we'e cuzzy.=)
Where does no.9 live? east side
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?haha. dey dun noe each other ryte?
Does no.7 likes no.2? definitely not.
How do you get to know no.2? oac gerekk!
Does no.1 have any pets? i doubt so
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? world no.one of the sexiest hell yeah. haha
since im sooo freee now!haha
1st tag was frm qonita
Tagged by qonita:
1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.3. In the end, you’ll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
5 Weird Things About Me:
1.i find sleeping or resting a waste of time.
2. i dun move on with tinks easily
3. sumtymes my smile means im sad.
4. i care for plp hu dun care bout me too.
5. i love to play wif my salive. hehe
5 people - shak dillah chiqa yazid jan
nxt taged by shak and dillah
List out your top 5 b'day presents u wish for:
1. pink PSP. :).
2. nike boots..
3. watch only he noes.
4. car or bike lisence?
5. trip to redang island?
The person who tagged you is:SHak kill lah and dill lah..
Your relationship with her is:my gereks oac fwen hehe
Your 5 impressions of
SHAQ:
1. cute. 2.responsile. 3.helpful. :) 4.outgoing. 5. gereekk!
dillah:
1.patience 2.sweet. 3.mature 4.ble jadi hsewife 5.rajin
5. The most memorable thing she had done for you:
shak:wen we chat at msn and she aculaly listen to my probs and give me advice. thanx
dillah: same as shak and kat pit. nv fail to serve us food. lots of it. hehe
The most memorable words she had said to you:
shak: im one of her gerek one and she loves my smoking tanned skin. =)
dillah:if theres none u cn tok to. alwaes noe dat im here for u.
If she becomes your lover, you will:
shak and dillah: bcum a lesbo! cool. and will geletek u bot until cnot melatar and bully u both cos no matter wat. u wnt get angry cos u both are too patient. hehe.
If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
sahk:sae wat on ur mind. dun kip it or the other party wnt noe wat ur tinking k beb.
dillah: be strong wen tinks get down. u noe ur gona pull thru it.
If she becomes your enemy, you will:be sad bcos im down with a nice and gerek budddy.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:she slept with my daddy. =)
The most desire thing you want to do for her now is:to stay together for a mth b4 raya so we can lose weight together. haha not realistic i noe. =)
Your overall impression of her is: gerrek!
How you think people around you will feel about you?
weak. confuse. duno la..
The character(s) you love about yourself is/are:fAithful? cheerful?
On the contrary, the character(s) you hate of yourself is/are:
low confidence and self-esteem..
The most ideal person you want to be is like: err. myself!
For people that care and like you, say something to them: thanx but pls dun try too hard. im jus nt ready fur a rship yet and of cos. i reli apreciate u.
For the pple whom i have hurt:im sorie but i nv meant to hurt u. maeb fur a reason.
For pple whom i love n treasure:stay with me and nv let go,
Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1.ShaQ
2.dillah
3. chiqa
4. Qonita
5. jan
6. yazid
7. elfi
8. mimi
9. Naqiah
10.honey
Who is no.6 having relationship with? he's single. ryte?
Is no.9 a male or female?FEmale
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good tink? definitely not. totally diff world and 10 is
enganged. haha
How bout no.8 and 5? dey wld be lesbo! haha
What is no.2 studying about?Higher Nitec in B.admin. ryte?
When was the last time you had a chat with no 3? during oac pit? hehe
What kind of music band does no.8 like?err.. ntink gota do wif artic monkey?? haha.
Does no.1 has any siblings?yup.
Will you woo no.3 ?i wld if im lesbo or guy. she's hot men.
How about no.7 ? haha. err. if he's nt my cous. den maeb. he's hot too.
Is no.4 single?yup.
What is the surname of no.5? a malay?
What is the nickname of no.10? berry. hehe
.What is the hobby of no.4? climbing?
Do no.5 and 9 get along well? i doubt dey noe each other
Where is no.2 studying at?ITE Simei.
Talk something casually about no.1? she deeply in love. she sporty and sh melatars. she's
changed alot. i mean physically. preetier. and of cos.. shak gerrekk!
Have you try developing feelings for no.8? heeh. shes hot. but no. we're no lesbo. and we'e cuzzy.=)
Where does no.9 live? east side
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?haha. dey dun noe each other ryte?
Does no.7 likes no.2? definitely not.
How do you get to know no.2? oac gerekk!
Does no.1 have any pets? i doubt so
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? world no.one of the sexiest hell yeah. haha
what we could have been, 10:31 AM.
Friday, September 14, 2007
wen i dunoe wat else to sae or do.
i let go of everytink or everyone..
around me..
even the amazing ones.
S.I.L.L.Y
silly.
so. wats up wif ma nose ehk?
i tink im down wif flu. damn!
the snorts sre damn irrit kay.
grr.
i hope im not down wif fever too.
ohdank.i dun wana noe.
grr.
its been a long tyme since i last fall sick niwae..
and i dun nid GUYS to make my day.
get it?
thankiew..
i let go of everytink or everyone..
around me..
even the amazing ones.
S.I.L.L.Y
silly.
so. wats up wif ma nose ehk?
i tink im down wif flu. damn!
the snorts sre damn irrit kay.
grr.
i hope im not down wif fever too.
ohdank.i dun wana noe.
grr.
its been a long tyme since i last fall sick niwae..
and i dun nid GUYS to make my day.
get it?
thankiew..
what we could have been, 10:39 AM.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
__.How Wander-fOOL%&
duno why but im so lovin puase so much.
the mth that made me do bad *lesser stufff. hehe.
and im reli hoping ill do my prayings again.. hais.
so the things to do:
- wipe of those nailpolish on toes.
- mandi air Hadas.
- clean paint throw unwanted stuff and get tinks organsed in my room.
prolly by dis week? i mean the room. the 1st two. got to do it by todae. by hook or by crook ble?
ble.. ble blah!
anyway. did i ever tell yall dat my stuff oways get lost. in dis my hse. so weird. the other dae i bought a shirt for 40+bucks k. i haven even used it for a bladder godamn dae. and walah. its gone. yes. in the hse. nobody admitted hu took it. so i wnt assume. till nw its gone like. forever? its been mths ive search the whoe hse. hais.
and nw. my OLAY face cream. last week i laid on my bed with the lites off. apply my OLAY and put it rite bside me and go to sleep. the next morning i wanted to use it again. walah. its gone. till now. i cnt find it. and nobody admited it. so i wnt assume.
its nt only dis two tinks dats missing. my stuff often get missing. even my undergarments. ok2. i tink im revealing too much.
watever itis. its weird. soo weird.
what we could have been, 10:32 PM.
Monday, September 10, 2007
CUMfrmTHEart.GOEStoTHEart.
i have this friend. we haven been in real contact fur bout
mths. maeb weeks. ever since a "tragedy" happen.
of cos i do miss him here and there bcos he is not any kind of fwen.he is indeed a "special" kinda fwen to me hu have known me inside out. i guess.
one day, we met. not plan. not known.
one of our fwen organised a union kinda tank.
and i was invited. and so was he.
everyone was asking. why? wen? how? blabla.
we arent toking to each other. not even a mere eye contact nor distance.
at dat point. i tell u. i cld tear any moment. but i held on. laughing those tears awae. =)
see hw strong am i ? hehe
ohwells.
fur that moment. i tot we wld not talk to each other again.
but we did. fur bout few minutes?
dats wen i went hm.
jus a mere hw r u.? hi-bye kinda tank. in short, jus few wrds xchange dats it.
...
yeah. i xpected it.
sad of cos.
todae. at 6am. sumone kolled me. at 6am in the morning?!
whats up wif dat men?
conversation sumwat goes like this:
guy: gd morning... ( cheerful and all )
me: *yawns* nie saper. ( sleepy )
guy: ehk tk kenal ker. yelah org ni kan skg siape..
me: err.. ouh! ni sham la ni..
guy: sham gerrekk! yeah.. jus kolled to sae hi. ( serious.. )
me: ouh okay.
guy: im goin to serve the nation todae and hope dat u wld take care of urself out there in watever u do. dun do any bad. or mr.polisman gona cum and get u. :)
me: aik u tcare of urself too mr polisman. =)
guy: for sure i will. im gona get cracking. finish up my packing aik.
me: aik sir!! yes sir! bye2.
*long pause*
guy: u noe wat? i dun feel like hanging up the phone..
me: yeah. me too. but u better get cracking or ur packing wnt be finished.
guy: yeah. bye2.
me: bye2.
*long pause* .....
guy/me: *laughs*
guy: ouh common.. let me hear u hang up the phone instead of me pls.
me: why me? just hang up the phone la.
guy: i cnt. do it for me pls.
me: hais. ouk2. u tc aik. bye2.
*tut.tut.tut*
hw sweet is dat? damn. kolling me jus b4 he goes off.
fur sure he'll be missed :)
just hope dat after two years. he'll turn out to be a better MEN.
at least less temperamental huh. and maeb.. wise.
and maeb. see him in the smart mamat uniform huh.jus like magic. hehe. at least dillah have :) haha.i found dis fur u dillah. ur prince charming in uniform huh. :)
ill laugh my lungs out for sure. hehe.
cheers* all the best to sham and alep.
mcm maner drg leh masok polis pon tk tau! haha
sajak la tu ehk dgn magic skali. and maeb anaf or bobo too one day. hahhaha!
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.
__. you can be with a person and be
happie with dem.but not love dem.
or u can love someone and not be with dem__.
you choose?
love sees no flaws.
happie with dem.but not love dem.
or u can love someone and not be with dem__.
you choose?
love sees no flaws.
what we could have been, 9:55 AM.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
i totally hate that person hu made me totally upset and dissapointed todae!
fcuk.fullstop.
fcuk.fullstop.
what we could have been, 11:29 AM.
justfriends__.
sumtymes wen i jus sit and wonder, like now.
where is all my FRIENDS?
i have lot of fun fwen. fwen hu can jus have fun with.
but where is all my true fwen gone to?
the one hu wld be there fur me not only during hapie tymes.
but oso the down part of my lyfe..?
the one hu wld reli listen to ur problems sympathetically instead of adding salt to it.
the one hu wld lend u a shoulder to cry on.
the one hu wld tell u. dun worie, everytinks gona be ok.
the one hu is reli sincere..?
they're all gone. i doubt they're gonna cum bck.
i dun need alot.
i jus need one.jus one__.
ok. i just miss my fwens ok.
i miss PASRAHs.i miss ash.i miss ernie.
i miss my soccer peeps.i miss ITE.
i miss OAC.i miss alot alot alot more.
and most importantly i miss him.
hu use to be there fur me in tymes of good and bad.
i miss u alot.
wld yall cum bck to me :(
sumtymes wen i jus sit and wonder, like now.
where is all my FRIENDS?
i have lot of fun fwen. fwen hu can jus have fun with.
but where is all my true fwen gone to?
the one hu wld be there fur me not only during hapie tymes.
but oso the down part of my lyfe..?
the one hu wld reli listen to ur problems sympathetically instead of adding salt to it.
the one hu wld lend u a shoulder to cry on.
the one hu wld tell u. dun worie, everytinks gona be ok.
the one hu is reli sincere..?
they're all gone. i doubt they're gonna cum bck.
i dun need alot.
i jus need one.jus one__.
ok. i just miss my fwens ok.
i miss PASRAHs.i miss ash.i miss ernie.
i miss my soccer peeps.i miss ITE.
i miss OAC.i miss alot alot alot more.
and most importantly i miss him.
hu use to be there fur me in tymes of good and bad.
i miss u alot.
wld yall cum bck to me :(
what we could have been, 11:04 AM.
Saturday, September 8, 2007
MEET the FUGHLY
i DUNO why.
but i just love to look and stare ard preety gals.
i'll view their frenster picas or blogs over and over again.
i'll view their frenster picas or blogs over and over again.
i stare at dem outside. and sumtymes plp get me wrong for not being hapie but acualy bcos they hot.
dun get me wrong.
im no lEsbians.
dats jus part of my side hobby.
dats jus part of my side hobby.
haha.
dey're just my inspirations.
i wish i cld be as gorgeous jus like dem.
i wish i cld have a nice body.
no. not fur guys to drool for watsoever.
for me. wen u look good. u feel good too.
ryte?
ive been wrking so hard.
but i just cldnt get the results i wan!
grr.. its so frustrating la.!
my metabolism level is damn low i tell u.sumtymes wen i xcercise more den i eat.
i still cn gain weight lehz!
the more my body wld seemed jus like a guy.
duno wether its muscle or fats.
but its sure fat la. of cos. cos i look and feel damn fat la!
sob-sob.
sumtymes wen i look at the mirror or my reflection.
i go.." eww!so gross!"
reli..
even my sister will go like.
"are u okay"..
haha.
jus random xpressions of wat ive been feeling dis past few weeks.
or maybe infact. my whole life!
sumtymes i shout at my reflection
"arrgh, jus get out if this fat bods."
call me mad. im not.
dear taggers,
stop. stop at ur tinking.
i noe after dis ur gonna give a tags.
stating bla bla.
"common cindy. ur PREETY. ur gorgeous. bla bla"
dun. pls dun.
cos i noe im not. i noe hw i look. i noe myself. i reli do.
DAMN!
whats with me huh?
i've realise hw isolated ive let myself bcum. :(
*yakk-disssh!*
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Thursday, September 6, 2007
.islanders.
Sentosa with the siblings was a totall yee-haa!
another dae off well spent. it wasnt planed at all lah!
early mawn at 9.
sister: anis anis. wake up! nak pegi sentosa?
me: nak. nak!!! nak main ludge.
so ON okay wen i hear sentosa! and ludge is wat ive been wanting to get on like ever since its officially opened lah!!
We were so tk sabar dat we took cab down! haha
initially planed was only to ride those ludge and visit the animal show and to leave by 4..
but wen we reach there. DAMN..
of cos we cant resist the beautiful schorching sun lah!
a great dae to sunbath! since it has alwaes been cloudy dis past few daes.
naseb baek we brought along our bikinis lah! just in case.
HAHAH.
so again plan was just to sunbath fur bout an hour den procced to ludge!
but den. the splashing ombak is so driving us nuts. we had to jump to the sea.
we couldnt resisit la! even my sis. hu didint bring xtra "coli"..
hack care la! haha.
sungguh fun!
we nearly spend 4hrs while waiting for mr.photograpther aka wannab-bro-in-law =) to cum and join us. tee hee.
SOO TANNED nw. and and. i tink im learning to love tanned skin. thanx to hana i guess? haha bcos she is so obsessed with tann skin.
sis: ba.. where u now?
bf: ouh mr.photographer is on his wae to photoshoot 3nxt top models.
bf: ouh mr.photographer is on his wae to photoshoot 3nxt top models.
haha.kkay.
so after shower.. me so xcited dis parrtt! the long wait ride.. LUDGE!!
yay! i duno y. but ive oways wanted to ride this but none to acompany me la.
we bought two rides.
hmm.. since my sis is nw a staff at sentosa. mostly is discout(ed). haha
we even went in fur fwee!!
i noe i so impatient. i left dem bhind and go ahead 1st. hehehe
the moment ive been waiting fur! hhehehe.
we sure do had a blast huh!i wan more of sugar candy fun-NESS!
heelll yeah!
what we could have been, 10:25 AM.
Dinner and Dance..
was a wildd nite!
the best of the best okay!
i had an awesome. wae awesome nite. :)
bcos.. we dance till we drop!
we go crazy...
and and me and hana were choosen to dance on stage with live performance band!
and we rock okay!
it like as if its our concert lah!
haha.
wohoo~
though everytink was a veri last minute lah! haha.
d&d start at 530. and i was wrking am shift which finishes ard 4pm can?!
so everytink was all in a rush lah. make hairdo and stuff like dat.
wanted to go salon but time restrict se.
even the dress was a last min tink. dats y wasnt a glamorous tink.
hmm.
nvm.
i njoi maself cn oredi.
what we could have been, 9:39 AM.
Monday, September 3, 2007
UPDATES OVER THE WEEK.
over the weekdae was my family chalet.it was all unplanned. sis got it fur free though.
had to go bck and forth frm chalet to wrk and bck to chalet again.
damn xhausted lah.
niwae. i had free rides all the wae. thnkew plp.
I LOVE BAR-BA-QED marshmellows. =)
oh wells. dada wanted to cum over. so ask dad if he cld and dad agreed.
so came and blabla..
he was the 1st guy friend dat i ever introduce to my dad.
was kinda weird lah. and it was the 1st tyme dat my dad ask wen im gona have bf?
err.. i doubt he noes i have one b4 huh. haha
but i tink dada regretted miting my parents la. hmm..
fur sum reason. god only noes la huh.
ohwells.
nvm.
err..
err..
okay.
fortunately i have fwens hu kindly ask me out wen in stuck at hm notink to do huh
during my off daes. =) god.
dis dae turn out awesome wen i tot it was alll gona be a waste.
its been a long tyme since i told my dad.
"daddy, anis main kat bwk blok kejap"
haha. mcm bdk2 but hey dat was my fav past tyme kay. ;)
niwae. wen out wif dem too the next dae. initially plan to sentosa lor.
was allll excited! skali in the mawning raining cats and dogs. grr!
dats y they always sae dun be too xcited. tinks wnt turn out jus the wae u wan it to be. ahah.
so we heaed to watch HAIRSPRAY. and it was wae awesome lah! but too much musical la.
haha. but so wat. we were the kecoh one lor in the theater. dancin and singing along.
ahaha. oh-wateva. gtg! tata.
what we could have been, 9:32 AM.
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my head
I've been lonely for so long. trapped in the past
just cant seem to move on
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again I guess
Im hopin youll be there for me in the end
There are moments that I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel...
what we could have been, 9:09 AM.
