im getting really emotional this days. =_(
and i feel like giving up any moment.
and
i have a huge crush on ____.
but i still miss euu.
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
Sometimes u've got to let go of the things u dun wana let go.. =(
Guys, do you know that wen girls ask you to leave..
they are acually shouting to u in silent, please stay will u.
and sumtymes i wonder y GOD make sum people to be soo perfect.
and sumtymes i wonder if people ever change for the better?
anyhoos, 5 years seem like yesterdae.
soon, he'll be cumin back home.
how tyme acuallly flies..
what we could have been, 9:29 PM.
im veri sure dat i make the right decision.ive seen the fake smiles and moves of guys like u!!u may sae dat i dun apreciate plp like u.like do i look like i care..??!!indeed i dun apreciate GUYS like you who goes around saying I LOVE YOU to girls like ur saying IM USING YOU! dammit! and at the same tyme u go around dating other girls.wahh. i reli bliv dat u love me larr..argh! this is fcukin irritating larr!!i had enuf.guys never apreciate girls anywae too wat!!
what we could have been, 7:49 AM.
Hapie bdae bloved sister. =)
despite me falling sick. i still goo on with my weekend.
it was a perfectos!
and yes. its been a week and im still coughing!!!! and its reli irritating.
and i cough till i vomit.
i didint eat anytink the whole dae and i vomitted 7 times in jus 4hrs.
this is bad.
and my body. it seem to died on me. cos i feel so weak. so lethagic. and i dun have the energy to do anytink.
and soo im sorie fwens to ask me out. i rejected 4 dates todae cos.. i repeat. I DUN HAVE THE ENERYGY. :( this is so not me ok. im oways full of energy. when will this end??? hais.
bt i sooo degil cos i refused to consult a doctor and take medications. :(
and soo. im running awae frm things. frm my sickness. frm my problems. frm people.
i refused to think about tinks dat is distracting me. cos i cnt seem to find the solutions to it.
good tinks oways cums to an end. and soo. walah. i tink in ended. just like that. :(
fcuk.
what we could have been, 7:32 AM.