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Friday, October 31, 2008

I had a blast the whole month of octorber!
its like every week. i had suprises after suprises.
i really didint expect all this. =)A
i must say its reli a memorable 20th for me. =)
the 1st week was suprised by my soccer peeps. :)
like almost 15 over plp came down.
i was sooo touched! andddd paicey ok! hehe
the next dae was by them =)the nite b4 i fly. many acually came down to my crib and past me lovely persents!!
even plp whom i haven been in contact like for 1 year acualy remembered!!!
dis year i receive like alost 20 over gifts frm my lovely fwens!
like never ever i receive many many lovely and expensive gifts!!
hehe
=p=p=p
super super happie!!

den the day b4 i fly.. they acualy suprised me!! =)
how sweet.
then it was at veitnam!!! ;)wen i came home. my sis n her bf suprised me with a mini strawberry cheescake!
yumyum!
and i reli tot her fwens were cumin home dats y came hum and clean hse rushy-rushy!! :)
then the last week was the pasrah gang!!
and dis reli reli reli i didnt expect ok.
because oct gonna end and i tot my mth was over!!
and and i reli tot mos cnt make it ok!!!
and little did i noe....
=p=p=p=p
super super hapie ok!!

thank you soooo much everyone for the wishes. the presents and the precence!!
=p
much apreciated.
i had a blast!! =p


what we could have been, 9:53 AM.
Saturday, October 18, 2008

i miss u.
i really do :(

what we could have been, 1:22 PM.
Thursday, October 9, 2008

i was like a vengabon.
struggling and groping in darkness.
searching for a candle.
jus to brighten up my dae.
argh.
its reli frustrating.
at the last minute.
i suddenly lost faith..
in everytink. :(

what we could have been, 7:37 AM.
Friday, October 3, 2008


BUT IM STILLL HAPPPY!!

hehe.
especially wen plp pay a visit to my cribs one after another.
and i dun ustand y.
almos every house i went.
they comment bout my hair.
hhaha.
its either they ask if its real? or hw long u take to do ur hair?
or must be alot of spray huh? or it look like "amy wine house" hair.
hahah.
wen i only spend less den a minute to clip up my hair.
haha.

what we could have been, 12:13 AM.

isnt hari raya is the best of the best time for us to seek forgiveness from each other?

we nv noe wen dey gona go...
what if they gone.
and u dun have the chance to seek forgiveness?!

u'll live in regrets and... u cn only afford to shed tears?
hais.

sedangkan nabi boleh maafkan. tkkan kite manusia tk boleh.

arrghhhh!! :(:(:(:(:(

i duno why.
but im reli reli reli dissapointed.
but i guess. sumhow. i dun have any say.

hais

what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
Thursday, October 2, 2008

camat ari raya kpd smua peminat2 setia i.. =p
ampun maaf zahir batin.

soo. 1st dae of syawal. honestly.
wasnt a meriah one for me i guess..

we didint even do 'it' in proper way.
we didint even take a proper picture..

:(:(:(

now is oredi the 3rd dae.
i havent seen him or her smile or laughter of hapiness and joy.
not even once.

and it reli makes me sad. :(
reli.

its all about how i wish.............

and i reli cant control the situation.

how i reli wish i cld.
hais :(

what we could have been, 11:52 PM.

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