<body>


Monday, December 31, 2007

Kita balek kampong.. OUH oooo~genting tk boleh kn. batam pon jadi la eh aini? hhaha.
it was reli all last minute plan k. we decided to go batam the dae b4 at 10pm?
hw bout dat? =) acualy initial plan was aini and me onli. so syke tot it was nt safe. so skye faisal and his family tag along. hhaha nvm. the more the merrier wat. =p
45mins of bumpy ferry ride. and 30mins to head to cik altini's kampong. it was a hot sunny yellow banana dae!

kite smua feelin V.I.P eh. whole dae ada chafuer to take us werever we wana go.

the kampong abit creepy. hehehe


ni faisal and his dad, cik ala kassim.

it was like a haunted mansion se. and dis store-like room. cik kassim wans to turn it to faisal's new room. hua hua hua.. padan muka kau!


pastu we went makan. dis meal cost us s$25 k.

toilet dia aku geli nak mampos! eeee...

hilite of the dae: GO-KART. yey!
it wrote there s$30 but it was acualy s$15 je.. =p

all xcited oredi. i went "sape last anak babi ehk..!"

Start ur engine..
ok. skye was leadin all the wae la. hmph!
den it was me!! look hw happie i look..
hahaha. sape last anak babi!!
faisal nak catch up nan aku ni! arrgghh.. cepat!!
wah liao! alih2 di kat sebelah aku nie! action eh kau eh.
aku tkan kalah! hmph.i was so happy i overtake dis stranger @ corner. fuh! feeling batam drift la..

hehe. aini relek je la eh. dia kononye nga riding around town la. hahaha.
she was soo scared la. hehehe. soo. she was far awae frm us. hahah.
sape last anak babi!
little did i noe. u see that white little tink. focused area?
argh! dat was me la! i got stuck ok!
i was challenging faizl at dat corner kononye da expert la takya pkai break! skali terlajak se!
5mins aru org dtg rescue. =( everybody passed me laughin at me la! hmph. soo sape ehk jadi anak babi. alla.. ;/

ouh MTV. pls pimp my ride.


the guy decided to go for second round while me n aini decided to be "pon-pom" gal.watever u call it. haha

dey were the one hu came to my rescue and scolded me haha.

"anak, hati-hati. bwk laju2 nanti terbalik masok hospital nanti saya yang susah."

den i asked "bang2, saya bisak pegang itu flag?"
and the winner is... skye roslan!! shame on u faizal. haha
pastu kan.. kite pegi pijit-pijit. hehe. 1jam/45000rup. hehe

mean only s$7 per hour ok.

pijit-pijit.. gelii sekali. hahaha. dan sakit juga..

tapi sungguh shiok!
our respective pijit-er. hhaha.

still got time to cam-whore after dat. wen everyone is waiting for us downstairs. haha.

aini kiter da byk bodyguard on that dae ehk? haha. den we went shoo-ping.. hehe. me and faizl's family waited at A&W for dinner while skye and aini wen to reserve return tickets. but. but sumtink happend! all was sold out la! we were soo in dead shit! so bribe and beg and plead and here and there. thank god we got the tix. ohmen. thanx MARIO. =p but.. =( there goes my A&W n the donuts i wanted to bring home se. :(

so we had pizza instead for our dinner. $s1 per slice. cheap kan?

whiler waiting fur the gate to open! so lambat la!
everyone was so kan-chiong. i bet most were frm spore. hhaha..

sigh a relief. everyone thnx god we got our tix. fuhh!

wat a dae huh.

we went to xplore the mini-cruise'. =p

the roof top was superb. if i ws there with my love one. it wld be a whole lot better. =) super super windy and cold. ble feeling titanic se. hhaha. and wen u look up in the sky. there were soo many stars! it was beautiful se.. i was a nice feeling la..

wat a dae to end our nite ryte guys..? =)

and cam-whore as per normal. till all of us fall asleep.

zzzZZZzz.


what we could have been, 12:08 AM.
Thursday, December 27, 2007

i felt despaired. down. broken.
the moment i sw everytink u wanted to show me.
yes i get u. thanx for showin me.
cos nw i noe.

i duno if ur reading dis. but i felt as though u stole awae frm me.
hw cld u. i tot u were my fwen. i tink.
hw cld u!! fuck.

but i couldnt sae much.
hope u r hapie together.
my god bless u..

now im left with notink.. =_(

what we could have been, 10:43 AM.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007

at the end of the dae.
all i tink about is u..

i miss u.
sillyme.

plp bliv in watever they bliv in.

what we could have been, 8:55 AM.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007

"to X,
GRAY is nt an acessory.
SHE didint order GRAY frm a catolouge.
SHE are. are people in ur life. hu r human being hu are drownin.
hu hu desire u to jus look at dem.
GRAY dosen care wat ur wearing. wat u buy for GRAY. or wat school GRAY goes to.
GRAY jus wans u to be there.... Dats it.
and.. times running out.."
annie'


After all dis. i took sum sense to witness all dat ive watched.todae iv learnt dat its not bout wat u wear.
bout how pweety or good u look dat reli matters.
its bout hu u r and hw u bring urself.


YES. money can buy u almost everytink u wan.
but often it slips plps mind the fact that money cnt buy u LOVE.LOVE is unconditional.
LOVE is sumtink dat every1 nid in this life but is often neglected.


walk me down dis broken line..
all i have to do is cry..
all i have to do is.. cry.

P/S: I Love u mum and dad. pls dun go. yet. wait for me. wait for me to give u wat u both deserve. again i love u both. i wish i cld shout those 3letter words to u. but y does it seem sooo hard. cos everytime i tried telling. notink seem to cum out frm this mouth of mine.

here is my tot. dis is my plea.
ALLAH let ur holy lite shine on me.
i wonder if u'll hear my pray.
i noe im nt worthy. but i nid ur help.
pls shine ur lite. shinne it this wae.
shine it so i cn see which wae to take.
my faith in euu. to bring me thru..

what we could have been, 10:49 AM.


2008 is just around the corner.
how times files in jus a blink of eye.
i jus hope dat everytinks gonna be alrite.
i just hope dat everytinks gonna be a better and happier year for me.

yes. i hope. =/

tinks have been reli hard for me dis year.
but i just dun show. cos the more you show. the more it kills.

YES. laughter is the best medicine. =)

all i wan is the best for me myself and i now.
and maeb my family.
im so excited but yet everytinks seem to move so fast.
im soo expecting a full strength frm my family nxt year.
yes full strength. cos it has nv been.
and i hope everyones united and in good terms.
hais.

and i HOPE again. my new year resolution works on me dis tyme round.only certain plp noes huh. =)
yeah. if theres a will theres a wae! =)
dun laugh at me can??? ... hmph!
i will try my veri best to make it happen!
and fwens. i reli dooo nid strong motivatin and support frm u guys can? pls dun sae merepek can?
its thru ok. =)though i sound as though im joking. haha. =)

and im still wondering wat life has in store for me.
im still lost and confuse as to wat i wana do for my life?
i dun wan to stay in dis medical line forever. hmm..


And aini. KL pls.. =(

what we could have been, 8:30 AM.
Saturday, December 15, 2007

ZoukOUT__07'.
wet and wild nite i mus sae.
a nite to remember.
but sad to sae. the 1st and the last.
damn.
pictures saes it all..

we're so tak lambat la kan. bab dorang ni smua makeup nak 3jam! =)cam-whoring is like a must.
my bitch'es.
yama's 20th. =)
suka la tu bdae gal. senyum lebar sampai ke telenger.

ni pompan giler sesat kan tepi jalan.

ni pulak pompan kite pangil hotlegs. slimmer den my arm la kan. hmm. i noe. =p

the jin gang clan. 3 star karat la ehk. GRR..ah ni baru full-strength..terserempak with few fwens.. we are so ready to pa-par-tae! uh huh..see us rockIT.

trance

trance

trance!

all wet and wild.

makeup still intact eh. thanx to whose? ehem.. =)

k ni part smua da gone ehk. it was freaking 8am.
wat do u xpect. GOSH!.
i had the most super duper double extravaganza nite ever la kan. =)

what we could have been, 7:24 AM.

CindyRella
<Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us

QuickPost

I ♥ to be
taken higher
cuddled and
kisses on the forehead
Talk TO me LA.

get one from cbox!
PUhhh-lease!
Birkenstock =p.
▪ CHANEL bag.
THE 21st birthday!.
bali trip!.
▪ millionaire crumpler bag.
▪ marry a rich MAN.
▪ be a princess :)
▪ and the list goes on..
B.E.B.E
SUSUaidah
Shashalala
Rynnn
HanAbanana
GinaCUTIE
KalysaYAng
velleee
dilly
Shark
raShiqah
Janna
Elfi
Hani
">
WatsPastisPast
January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 July 2010
Credits
designed by lil.queens
photos: bexidaisy on DA
host:


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

inspiration & lyrics: TLG