Friday, January 29, 2010

My head and lungs hurt so bad everytime i cough..
my lung is sooo chesty i cant get the phlegm out no matter how hard i forced it out.
i cough in lectures. i cough in tutorials. i cough in bus rides. i cough during my sleep.

having blocked nose i have to breath thru my mouth.
my head is soo heavy like as if there's sum1 sitting on top.
needle-like feeling poking my body and head from one side to another.

rashes starts to appear from my hands to my legs.. slowly to my body.

my body temperature goes up and down like as if they're playing a game with me.
cold sweats everynite i sleep.
feels so cold on the outside yet so hot on the inside.

im so exhausted. so weak. so lethatgic.
ive got no strength no energy to do anytink.

i lose my appetite.
despite all of the above.

i still think of work school and trainings.
and force a smile and laughter even though
i dun feel like smiling or even talk at all.
silly silly me.

i dun wanna be left behind.
exams around the corner.
why am i falling sick now??? :(

my body is dying on me....

what we could have been, 2:07 AM.