Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Im so glad cos I've made it this far.
2009 practically was a learning year for me.
Have been a major roller coaster rides.
It has a profound impact o my well-being, strength and character.
Ive manage to be a stronger person; at least a little more.
Manage to withstand the pain of tragic deaths and heartbreaks. beginning to cherish and understand the true meanings of fwenships.
.
its already the 5th and I'm still feeling lost, confused and unsettled.
I'm so ashamed and utterly disappointed in myself.
somehow or rather i still feel sumtink is still amiss.
im still searching for myself.
.
but on the other hand, im welcoming 2010.
im hoping for a start.
ready to let go and move on.
trying to live each day at a tyme.
.
speaking of which i will tell myself to stop running away from certain aspect of my life and practically, start living.
i have to accept the fact that we fail in life.
but its not the failure that really matters but how we actually stand up on our feet and learn from our mistakes.
i no longer wanna be the girl who always fakes her laughter.
who seems to have no problems and holds back bucket of tear but breakdown during bus-rides or under her blanket wenever she's in her own world.
.
i will therefore, remember to forget the
troubles that has passed away.
but never forget to remember
the blessings that cum each day,
.
to remember to forget the things that made me sad
and never forget to remember the things and made me glad
.
be sure to appreciate whatever
i have in life and to be
thankful for the little things in life
that mean alot.
.
.
i wish 2010 will be filled with pure joy, laughter and happyness :):)
.
.
amin amin amin.
2009 practically was a learning year for me.
Have been a major roller coaster rides.
It has a profound impact o my well-being, strength and character.
Ive manage to be a stronger person; at least a little more.
Manage to withstand the pain of tragic deaths and heartbreaks. beginning to cherish and understand the true meanings of fwenships.
.
its already the 5th and I'm still feeling lost, confused and unsettled.
I'm so ashamed and utterly disappointed in myself.
somehow or rather i still feel sumtink is still amiss.
im still searching for myself.
.
but on the other hand, im welcoming 2010.
im hoping for a start.
ready to let go and move on.
trying to live each day at a tyme.
.
speaking of which i will tell myself to stop running away from certain aspect of my life and practically, start living.
i have to accept the fact that we fail in life.
but its not the failure that really matters but how we actually stand up on our feet and learn from our mistakes.
i no longer wanna be the girl who always fakes her laughter.
who seems to have no problems and holds back bucket of tear but breakdown during bus-rides or under her blanket wenever she's in her own world.
.
i will therefore, remember to forget the
troubles that has passed away.
but never forget to remember
the blessings that cum each day,
.
to remember to forget the things that made me sad
and never forget to remember the things and made me glad
.
be sure to appreciate whatever
i have in life and to be
thankful for the little things in life
that mean alot.
.
.
i wish 2010 will be filled with pure joy, laughter and happyness :):)
.
.
amin amin amin.
what we could have been, 8:04 AM.
