Friday, July 31, 2009

everytink is just happening too fast too furios. :?

everytink seems to pilling up so high.

soo stressfull that i doubt anyone reli understand wat im goin thru at this point of my life.

as much as i wish i could just leave everytink bhind. i couldnt.

i just could not afford to give up. :(

how i wish i could just close my eyes and wake up in the morning and realise that all this was just a dream.

ohboy. how dumb can i get. :(

i wish u could be here with me and hear me cry.

i wish u could hug me and tell me everytink is gonna be ok.

i wish u could lend me me ur shoulder so my head would feels so much lighter.

i wish u could hold my hands and walk with me..

i wish u could read my mind so i nid nt tell u wat i feel.

cos more often den not.. its just misunderstood.

i cant do it anymore.

i cant smile and laugh and act as though im fine.

i cant put on a brave front anymore and be who im not.

im not. im not fine. at all.

im breaking inside and im falling apart. :_(

and it just gets tougher by the day..

what we could have been, 9:32 AM.