I had a blast the whole month of octorber!
its like every week. i had suprises after suprises.
i really didint expect all this. =)A
i must say its reli a memorable 20th for me. =)
the 1st week was suprised by my soccer peeps. :)
like almost 15 over plp came down.
i was sooo touched! andddd paicey ok! hehe


the next dae was by them =)
the nite b4 i fly. many acually came down to my crib and past me lovely persents!!even plp whom i haven been in contact like for 1 year acualy remembered!!!
dis year i receive like alost 20 over gifts frm my lovely fwens!
like never ever i receive many many lovely and expensive gifts!!
hehe
=p=p=p
super super happie!!
den the day b4 i fly.. they acualy suprised me!! =)
how sweet.
then it was at veitnam!!! ;)
wen i came home. my sis n her bf suprised me with a mini strawberry cheescake!yumyum!
and i reli tot her fwens were cumin home dats y came hum and clean hse rushy-rushy!! :)
then the last week was the pasrah gang!!and dis reli reli reli i didnt expect ok.
because oct gonna end and i tot my mth was over!!
and and i reli tot mos cnt make it ok!!!
and little did i noe....
=p=p=p=p
super super hapie ok!!




thank you soooo much everyone for the wishes. the presents and the precence!! =p
much apreciated.
i had a blast!! =p
what we could have been, 9:53 AM.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
i miss u.
i really do :(
what we could have been, 1:22 PM.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
i was like a vengabon.
struggling and groping in darkness.
searching for a candle.
jus to brighten up my dae.
argh.
its reli frustrating.
at the last minute.
i suddenly lost faith..
in everytink. :(
what we could have been, 7:37 AM.

BUT IM STILLL HAPPPY!!
hehe.
especially wen plp pay a visit to my cribs one after another.
and i dun ustand y.
almos every house i went.
they comment bout my hair.
hhaha.
its either they ask if its real? or hw long u take to do ur hair?
or must be alot of spray huh? or it look like "amy wine house" hair.
hahah.
wen i only spend less den a minute to clip up my hair.
haha.
what we could have been, 12:13 AM.
isnt hari raya is the best of the best time for us to seek forgiveness from each other?
we nv noe wen dey gona go...
what if they gone.
and u dun have the chance to seek forgiveness?!
u'll live in regrets and... u cn only afford to shed tears?
hais.
sedangkan nabi boleh maafkan. tkkan kite manusia tk boleh.
arrghhhh!! :(:(:(:(:(
i duno why.
but im reli reli reli dissapointed.
but i guess. sumhow. i dun have any say.
hais
what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
camat ari raya kpd smua peminat2 setia i.. =pampun maaf zahir batin.soo. 1st dae of syawal. honestly.wasnt a meriah one for me i guess..we didint even do 'it' in proper way.we didint even take a proper picture..:(:(:(now is oredi the 3rd dae.i havent seen him or her smile or laughter of hapiness and joy.not even once.and it reli makes me sad. :(reli.its all about how i wish.............and i reli cant control the situation.how i reli wish i cld.hais :(
what we could have been, 11:52 PM.