But im still happie. =p im recovering. insyallah.
Im proud of my team bcos we're the champion for the women's league. =)
Sumtinks are jus goin my wae and im very proud of maself.
The dae b4 the ceremony.. i receive a call.
among 1500 students. im one of the 200.
among 200 in one of the 20 students from 1st year.
and among 50 im one of the 15 students!!
ive been awarded. Sports Scholarship Award.
and dey came to support me. thanx alot. =)
in jus 3mths in campus and ive been noticed.
i've never been proud-ER of maself. hee.
and weekend was a blast with ma peeps cos despite being sick. i achieve many tinks along the wae. aside frm being the champion of womens league. and the sports schlorship award.
With 3As out of 5 subject and a B. i reckon i score preety well dis semester. =) and im veri hapie with maself.
and now. if dis is my week. if im reli lucky. if GOD is really on my side.
this week coach will announced who will be the confirmed team for the competition in octorber.
and im reli praying hard....
what we could have been, 12:34 AM.
I remember vividly in stretches.
trails of mascara mixed with tears rolling down my cheek
mucus seeped frm my nose..
head so heavy. needle-like feeling poking my head frm one side to another.
Rashes all over my body. Nausea. Vommitus.
Choking pain everytime i swallow down saliva.
My body temperature goes up and down rapidly. shivering day and nite.
My body always drench with sweat.
So xhausted. so weak...
for 2 straight months.
Stubborn refuse medications and doctors..
query dengue fever.
i still go on with work school and trainings..
silly silly me.
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
there is a saying that goes.
when someone or sumtink walks awae frm ur life.
another will come and replace the lose one.
but for my case..
when one come, another goes.. =_(
when will dis end?
can we ever be as one...?
hais.
alot of tinks have been goin goin thru my mind.
like oways..
but i cant do anytink.
all i can do is jus pray and hope dat tinks will go hw i wan it to be.
for now. all i cn do is just keep smiling like as if notinks hapens and jus laugh dem awae.
hopeless.
what we could have been, 5:48 AM.
