LOSTinmyOWNworld__

seriously i duno wats wif me dis few daes.
my body can be there but sumhw my mind and soul wanders offf. i feel so distracted. but i reli duno wat causes all this. like i feel super duper sad. but i duno hu to pour it out to. =(
im like so confuse and i jus cnt concentrate.
especially during trng. i simply jus cnt concentrate.
sumtymes i feel like im stuck in a dark box. suffocatin. all alone. tryin so hard to get out. but i cant! sumtymes at sum point. i jus felt like quiting.
everytink. jus drop everytink and run awae and be alone.
but sumtymes, sumhw or rather. i nid sum1. to take awae dat pain.
to just sit bside me and just keep quite. and feel me.
sumtymes i just feel like bursting out. for no reason.
well dats stoopid. i noe.
wats with me?
shit!
knock me in the head sumone! :( i nid to wake up!!
and im staarting sch nxt week!! like OMG??!
what we could have been, 8:05 AM.