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Friday, April 25, 2008

EXHAUSTED.ME.COM

ok some random pictures at pattaya. i miss the activities there. hmm.

ok i tink im over-worked.

yesterdae, despite knowing my energy level was like 10%, i continued training.

bcos tired is not an excuse not to train.

soo. yes. halfwae, i pitam and almost fainted. almos la.

ive nv fainted in my life b4. haha.

and my body was shivering like sum1 hu is hving fits.

i was super weak and i dun even have the energy to Answer wen they ask if i was ok.

they almos wanted to kol an ambulance. haha

and i cnt stop coughing. super irritating.

especially in the bus or tutorial lessons. plp wld be lookin at me. even my sister was irritated. cos she cldnt sleep. hmm..

and and despite knowing im gona fall sick any moment.

i refuse to take any medication. cos... i noe even w/o consuming medication sumhw or rather i'll get well. =)i tink i have high immune system cos its been like 2/3 years ago dat i acualy got reli sick and i got better the next morning.(wat kind of nurse am i) haha. ok i simply cnt take medication ok esp cough syrup! it taste so sucky la! i wonder y plp tink its sweet. yucks! i tink memang patut jadi nurse cos i only cn give and force plp take medicine.

muahaha.

and i injured both my ankle. my shin and my groin. and it wont heal for already two weeks despite me icing and goin for treatment and all. why? cos i simply so degil cos i wont rest durng trng. i kip goin on and on...

haiyo. why? i reli duno why...

and i have 3 projects and 4 assingment to be dued in 2 weeks.

sooooo this means that im super duper fcukin stressssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!

and im sooo stress dat im goin cafe del ma tonite to celebrate my kakak nana bdae.

yey! and my life goes on and on w/o full-stop. hais.

...

what we could have been, 10:42 PM.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

"dun act like u love me and only me wen ur out there dating tons of gals."
like wat the heck?! does it make sense?! grr. GUYS!!

HMM.

ok.

wen to zouk with dem them but wasnt long. and head home early.

ohwells, clubin' isnt so exciting nimore as it use too. the intrest is just nt there nimore.
start school oredi so means. less clubin. less outins. less lepak-ings. and more study!

so far so good. school is err ok.
friends is ok too. =) but.. im like the 2nd oldest in the class la.
super boring cos i feel so old. my ite daes, the oldest in my class was wat? 40+..
hmm. k but im reli trying to adapt to changes. ive been too relaxed for a month.
and now. ive to juggle btwin school, training and work. super exhausted. cos training now is like everyday. so im gonna be supper busy. and yes. i, nuranis bte mohamad, will promise dat i will study hard and exel in my studies. =) insyallah.

ok. remember i wen to support my sis for her futsal competition?

yeah. end up, i have to play for dem too.

so means i went home with my wet bra and undies. super UNconfatable.

but playing with miss playcheat was super fun. the spirit was there. :)

so dun be suprise if i quit nationals and be a full time miss playcheat. haha.

sisters, we scored a goal each :) well, we use to play netball together. and now we soccer. heeh. and rynn. super hot and gorgeous. :)

chey chey. look hus dribling.. haha.

playcheat playcheat. fite fite fite!!

miss playcheat. :)

so im gona update once in a while now wenever im free.

chey, kate poly student. busy mah.. haha.

ok gtg. c u around. :)

what we could have been, 1:16 AM.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

LOSTinmyOWNworld__

seriously i duno wats wif me dis few daes.

my body can be there but sumhw my mind and soul wanders offf. i feel so distracted. but i reli duno wat causes all this. like i feel super duper sad. but i duno hu to pour it out to. =(
im like so confuse and i jus cnt concentrate.
especially during trng. i simply jus cnt concentrate.

sumtymes i feel like im stuck in a dark box. suffocatin. all alone. tryin so hard to get out. but i cant! sumtymes at sum point. i jus felt like quiting.
everytink. jus drop everytink and run awae and be alone.
but sumtymes, sumhw or rather. i nid sum1. to take awae dat pain.
to just sit bside me and just keep quite. and feel me.

sumtymes i just feel like bursting out. for no reason.
well dats stoopid. i noe.

wats with me?
shit!

knock me in the head sumone! :( i nid to wake up!!

and im staarting sch nxt week!! like OMG??!

what we could have been, 8:05 AM.

Friday, April 4, 2008

my sis and fwens is having futsal comp dis sundae.
and im gonna support her! :)

soo hapie cos at least u noe ders sum1 in the family hu shares the same intrest.
hehe.

go "miss playcheat"!!

p/s: 9 more daes.. OMG!!!!

what we could have been, 9:39 PM.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

i was browsing ngee an's website.
and to noe i missed my compulsory induction programes on 31mac.
and the camp which is todae.

hurhur :(

what we could have been, 8:15 AM.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

guess who's back? teee hee..

this trip was soo full of ups and downs.

there are daes wen u feel soo over the top!

and there are daes wen u feel like this is the worse trip ever!

haha.

tons of pictures to be uploaded. not now. :)

ok results of ngee ann confirmation is jus out.

and confirmed status: enrolled!

so happiee!! but i duno y geting into poly is like one of the scariest tink ever ever!

in 2weeks time im bck to being a student again. aww men..

means no $$. haha. and means u have to start all over again. new fwens. new environment. new knowledge. new everytink. of cos i love changes but.... hmm.

but the time-table.

is waee much better den my ite.

cos the earliest u end school wld be a 11am and latest is 5pm.

cool or wat? k i very jakun ok.

cos my ite daes. the earliest i end was at 4pm and latest was at 6pm ok!

so im happie :)

ok gtg training for nw.

aniwae. im sad. and only god knows why. :(

what we could have been, 11:05 PM.