Saturday, March 22, 2008

candies. i had a whole lot of blast dat dae.

thanx for the meetups.

cos i miss u guys soo much. :)

and to whom it may concern,

im reli sorry dat i cant return the love that u need frm me. im jus nt ready yet. i have yet to find the key to open the door to my heart.

being in a rship is a lifetime comitmment.

and im not ready to take that risk again, yet.

its nt dat i dun wan to be ur fwen.

no doubt, yes i reli3 wana be ur fwen but im jus afraid dat i wld gif u hope.i dun wana gif u any hope. i didint noe wat to do.and soo... i stayed awae. and i noe it hurts badly. but i tot its just the best tink to do.

once again im sorrie. :(

i olwaes wish i cld make everyone happie.

but im sorrie. ive realised dat i dun have the ability to do so.i tot i cld. i tot i did. but instead i hurt plp more. :(

bcos of my fcuking past. i blamed all guys are the same.

no doubt sumhw or rather i still feel the same. im sorie.

i feel super duper bad.

im fickle minded. and i oways duno wat i want.

im oways makin wrong decisions.

and im oways lost and confuse.

my fwen oways envy me saying im oways hapie go lucky and all..

i may look all hapie everydae smiles and laughter like ders notink to care about.

but do u noe dat at the end of the dae.

wen im on the bus.

i wld stare into blank space and ask myself,

wat do i reli want..?

and i just cldnt get the answer to my question.

=_(

silly me__.

i miss love.

what we could have been, 10:49 AM.