Sunday, January 6, 2008
this post is soo gonna be random.k. what do you do if A likes u. and U reckon that the feelins mutual. u tink dat u like A too.but u feel dat ur in denial. oways. u feel dat ur livin in banner of avoidance. u choose to tink dat u dun have any feelins for him. but acually u tink. u do. but past have alredi cripple ur fear n trust for plp as in wat true and wats not.u feel dat ur redi but at the same not acualy redi. to be hurt gain..? hmm. do u tell A the truth or jus lie ur wae thru till the ryte time cums 4 u to b redi to tell the truth?
people oways wana live w/o pain.
but do u noe dat pain is acually there to tell us sumtink?
COUNTDOWN.
OK. my new year resolution is never ever. to even tink nor touch dat again.i wana be a goodie gal. hehe. hey, im serious.
fuck wif dat tink which made me look soo silly infrnt of plp. ruin my buddies nite. made my buddies quarel bcos of me. made my buddy slap me rite on my face. made only my problem disslove in jus dt few hours. which made me have migraines and feelin guilty everytime. which simply makes me feel and look horrible! i quit.
and. i wana be a clean and orgnized woman can?
yes. im 20 dis year! OMG.
can u bliv in. da jejak 20cen lar.. argh.
dear 08'
can i not turn 20 puh-lease.
pweety prease..
yours, cindy.
look at how boring i look everytime im in dat pyjmas-lookin uniform of mine. yes im callin it off. it was a veh great experince but no. not for long. and yes. im still considered young and hell yeah. skewl is still the best. april intake here i cum. poly-poly prease accept me. if nt. no choice higher nitec. step-by-step. i noe i'll reach where i wana be.
anyhoos. league is just around the corner. ohmen. and i simply love it wen i sweat like babi during trainings. it makes me feel ouh-so-good.
my all time fav indulgence. ohmen. i miss it sho munchie!
it was definitely one of the best.
mai, hana da addicted to trance. gerekk keper! haha
jouk.
jouk.
jouk.
=p
what we could have been, 8:57 AM.
