Wednesday, September 26, 2007

HEARmeSIGH&WHINE__.

scdule is so pack. real packed. hardly have time fur maself..

so xhausted and drained out frm werk and training and home.

have been screwING my ass in dedicating in curing the sick.

at least trying too.

for 10daes strait w/o a pathetic dae off!

more and more plp is dying of cancer. and its a reli heart-wrencing xperience packing dem in those white cloth. seen tears and sadness over and over again. and its really sad! i cld feel it. like recently.18yrs old boY jus collapse and died of brain cancer! of cos his parents was devastated having their ONLY child jus go off like dat. GOSH!

ok2. moving on.

my routines. usually after werk. i wld head to training.

and i tell u. traing was suber duper ubber tough x10000..

I SWEAR!!

coach is soo concentrating on fitness totally!

trng wld start off with warm up 2 rounds.
den head to the gym.

tricep bicep.den push up. and guy style!

and we have to go real down. like men.

and i tell u. wen i go down. i cld nOT even push maself up bck.

den situps. leg xcercise. all 4sets of 20! my arms and legs cld barely move.

den had to do jumping la. blabla. and alot alot alot. 2hrs nonsop hit.

den we had do sprinting:

mon: 800m in 3mins ( 3 sets )

wed : 400m+200m ( 4sets )

fri: 1set-1round. 2nd set-2round. 3rd set-3round. do until 5 sets.

den after dat still have to put on boots and train.

and trng wld strat frm 6 till 10PM. can?

at the end of the dae.

my body hurts. i cld hardly move my hands. and my leg go wriglle2.

imagine hw it feels wen ur fasting. and u cld only drink h20 during breakfast.

and usualy during trng daes i dun eat proper meaL.
by the time i get home at 1130PM. im too tired to eat.

den my next proper meal wld be my sahur. grr..

and i oways wonder. y i still dun lose weight.

my metabolism rate damn low!

ok2. i guess im complaining too mucH

-sigH-

den my free time i wld spend painting my whole house!

my room+kitchen+living room.

my hse is in a mess cos all my stuff in ma rooms.

go to the living room! haha
and and. i love my room. cos its pink!! and wardrobe is cumin soon.

=) hapie cos hopefully my room wld be all organised and no more clothes all over the floor and it means dat i have lots of space to acualy walk. haha.

i acualy dun have Tyme fur maself.

to shop? to go geylang? to buy aju kurung? bla bla bla.

And i definitely miss every bit of my fwens and HIM.

i cld tear. wen i tink of u.

what we could have been, 10:08 AM.