im just glad dat im healthy.
i use to tink dat health may cum 2nd or 3rd.
but cum to tink of it. .
hais.. i tank GOD dat im healthy.
i wrk in an oncology (cancer ) ward. though sumtymes i hate going to wrk.
sumhw or rather dis wrk. helps to learn to be paient and be courageous.
wat i like being a nurse. is.. we make a diffrent in patients life one way or another.
wat wld u sae to patient hu only have a few mths to live.
i encounter that olmos everydae.
sumtymes it reli hurts me to see my patients jus sit in bed jus waiting to die.
one moment they can be toking to you.
another moment.. dey gone.
snap! jus like dat.
how does it feels like to noe dat u only have 3mths to live.
and u just to simply have to put on brave smile =(
everytime sum1 die. my heart drops.
reli.
i feel so sad. i duno wat to do or to sae.
jus stand there and look sympathetically. :(
hais...
smile. smile wen u can.
spread those smile.
cos u nv noe dat those smile wld change sum1s dae..
what we could have been, 5:39 AM.