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I hate myself to noe wats love.i hate myself to learn wats a world w/o love..?.wth.i hate myself for hating myself.stOOpid me.-sigh-im falling apart each dae..but im holding on.. very strong.sumtymes u cant follow ur heart.bcos the more you follow ur heart..the more u end up torn apart.this world now seem so plain. so dull.i have lots. lots of path to choose.frm hapiness to luxury to charmed to bla bla..but i choose to avoid dem.why? bcos im nw a coward. to get involve..involve in all this silly tink called love..wats love? i dun wana noe. the word love dun seem nice to me nimore. dun look red. preety and swit to me nimore.i never wana go thru the stage of heartbreaking ever again!can i?i never wan to.. but it seem so atached to me cs it hapen time and time again.i never wana be in a rship again.can i? i duno. =(not now. not soon. not until ma wound is healed! again.. =(we dun nid to be a couple to get married ryte?can i just b fwen and get married once im ready?haha -crap-im sorie. to ma fragile heart for taking coutless risk and end up getting in dis shit. yes i apologise. i've nw learn my mistake. i will try very hard to avoid these..will you forgive me?Labels: feeling bue__.
what we could have been, 10:43 AM.