iHATEmaself.why am i so weak. y do i apear to be strong.but yet so weak in the inside?why do i appear to be happy-go-lucky.but deep down me are all tears dat are acumulated ever since dat dae. dat very dae..y cnt i just move on wif life as per normal.why isit do difficult? =_(why do i smile but yet i cry?im still as confuse.. do i wait? or do i move on..its hurts me so much to pretend like as if i dun even care all dis while.why do i still dream of u every now and then..why do i still miss you..why do i still yearn for you. your love. ??why why why??!!i hate maself!for being soo weak..in the inside =_(
what we could have been, 5:14 AM.