Monday, June 11, 2007
last minute sun-tanning @ sentosa in da morning.
iSIMPLYlurvee the feeling wen u lie down and sun jus glare on u mcm nga barba-q chicken.
ouh-so-shiok-ke-mama
tee hee.
:)
then to training in da evening.
.oh-so-sHAg.
what we could have been, 8:57 AM.
im goin manila for a week dis fridae.
so what if i got selected?
im still nt hapie.and yeah. im nt proud.
i haven been turning up for training. i jus feel like.
i dun desrve it la. and i still have yet to improve in dis line still
after 2damnYEARS. ARGH! :(
but cum to tink of it.. i will use it to get awae frm all the hurt by unwitting sight...
what we could have been, 8:40 AM.
__women oways look at men wif their heart.
and get demself emotionally tortured__.
what we could have been, 8:37 AM.
1LITREofTEARS__.
why isit so hard to be less EGO!
sumtimes i just wish i knew wat ur tinking.
so we dun nid wrd or speech to understand.
bcos.. often. sum wrd are left out and misunderstood.
one tyme u treat me like so great. and then u hurt the hell out of me.
why isit wen sum1 saes dey luv u.. but yet at the same tyme. they do tinks to hurts u!
:(
the more i tried to hate him. i more i fall deep for him.
ohwells.. life jus have to go on.
wen i fall.. slowly i will bring maself up again! cos u noe wat.. i dun nid anyone.. to pick me up!dis is lyfe.. sumtimes u jus have to depend on urself. we can turn back tyme ryte? so lyfe just have to move on and live nw w.o regret in the future.. in every smile sure must have at least one litre of tears.. gradually.. i will find the lite of hope.TEARS teach me the strong rays of lite.i will be strong!because i noe.. there is hapiness waiting for me infront. step by step i will reach there. tinks hapen for a reason. i'll take it as he show me dis so dat i wld apreciate the better ones in future. i got no tyme to look sad. so just smile.as its a curve.. dat sets everytink strait.
why isit so hard to be less EGO!
sumtimes i just wish i knew wat ur tinking.
so we dun nid wrd or speech to understand.
bcos.. often. sum wrd are left out and misunderstood.
one tyme u treat me like so great. and then u hurt the hell out of me.
why isit wen sum1 saes dey luv u.. but yet at the same tyme. they do tinks to hurts u!
:(
the more i tried to hate him. i more i fall deep for him.
ohwells.. life jus have to go on.
wen i fall.. slowly i will bring maself up again! cos u noe wat.. i dun nid anyone.. to pick me up!dis is lyfe.. sumtimes u jus have to depend on urself. we can turn back tyme ryte? so lyfe just have to move on and live nw w.o regret in the future.. in every smile sure must have at least one litre of tears.. gradually.. i will find the lite of hope.TEARS teach me the strong rays of lite.i will be strong!because i noe.. there is hapiness waiting for me infront. step by step i will reach there. tinks hapen for a reason. i'll take it as he show me dis so dat i wld apreciate the better ones in future. i got no tyme to look sad. so just smile.as its a curve.. dat sets everytink strait.
i cant bliv u were the one..
the one to build me up..
and den take me down___.
what we could have been, 8:22 AM.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
4daes MC. boring yet WEE~
:)sore eyes >> conguntivitis? (spell) haah..
and now my poor sista is infected too.
shall we take mc together.. tee hee
what we could have been, 8:33 PM.
feeliN'bitCH__.
i had all the freedom.
but i still feel all dis was wrong. wae waee wrong.
my heart just dun feel ryte.. but i still do it..
sumhow.. i feel good. HUH?!
wen town met up with dem both. -nice-
love the part ard taka garden.
sumhow.. everytink he mentioned. just hit the ryte spot in ma heart
sumhw he knew wats hapening to me in lyfe currently.
everytink jus felt ryte. with butterflies in ma stomach.
den headed to bugis to met up wif yama and bf.
we had plan up or sleeeves.
shh..
niwaes.. the nite was for us. me and yama.
we had an awesome nite. yes. jus the 2 of us.
=pp lovin'IT.
we were like tinking.. shall we go mos? double-o? or velvet dragon?
so tink and tink and tink. we just head to mos as per normal. haah.
my history of club almost hapen again. dis tyme i manage to controll everytink.
SOpROUd! heeh.
met up with my old flame back in ite. haah.
he looks different wif his botk head..
miss him lots. :)
and tragedy after dat. POOR yama.
nt gona elaborate on dat.
hamster fetch me.
send yama to zouk to setle her stuff.
to mcDONALD and den HOME.
thanx for everytink. but i feel bad. :(
am i a bitch or wat? fcuk!
what we could have been, 8:10 PM.
Saturday, June 2, 2007
.show me the wae to
surrender love__.
surrender love__.
what we could have been, 9:19 PM.
dearGOD__.
If you meant to show me the way
then just show me the way__.
If you meant to show me the way
then just show me the way__.
what we could have been, 11:20 AM.
.on nite shift.
im-oh-so-distracted.
im-oh-so-distracted.
what we could have been, 8:34 AM.
how does it feels like to get cheated..?
gosh. been there. lots of tyme.
just as much dat i tot dis tyme.
i pray it wnt hapen to me.
.it did.
so tell me plp.
isit wrong for sum1 to be commited and be faithful?
if not.. den why isit dat everytime i commit and be faithful.
i got hurt. time and time again.
who shall i be angry with?
isit me? or isit him?
who shall i blame?
isit maself? or isit him?
hw does it feels like wen u trust sumbody so much.
they never apreciate it and break the trust.
they lied to you.and tot dat u wld nv find out.
hw does it feel if dat sumone is the person u love..
and that person you love is the one who made u fall for him.
and wen u love him more den anytink else in the world.
he dumped you!?
why are guys soo confused?!
FCUK!!
hw can i ever take dis blow. :_(
hw can i ever trust in this line again... in future..
is love the best wae to liive?..
i've learnt alot bout hope strength and perserverance.
im still learning to cope with life surprises till this very dae.
one must see rain b4 cld see rainbow.
difrent plp will get diff treatment.
__life is unfair indeed.
im left speechless of wat u did..
gosh. been there. lots of tyme.
just as much dat i tot dis tyme.
i pray it wnt hapen to me.
.it did.
so tell me plp.
isit wrong for sum1 to be commited and be faithful?
if not.. den why isit dat everytime i commit and be faithful.
i got hurt. time and time again.
who shall i be angry with?
isit me? or isit him?
who shall i blame?
isit maself? or isit him?
hw does it feels like wen u trust sumbody so much.
they never apreciate it and break the trust.
they lied to you.and tot dat u wld nv find out.
hw does it feel if dat sumone is the person u love..
and that person you love is the one who made u fall for him.
and wen u love him more den anytink else in the world.
he dumped you!?
why are guys soo confused?!
FCUK!!
hw can i ever take dis blow. :_(
hw can i ever trust in this line again... in future..
is love the best wae to liive?..
i've learnt alot bout hope strength and perserverance.
im still learning to cope with life surprises till this very dae.
one must see rain b4 cld see rainbow.
difrent plp will get diff treatment.
__life is unfair indeed.
im left speechless of wat u did..
Labels: like im gona cry any moment.
what we could have been, 7:26 AM.
wats the meaning wen both parties feel at a state of confuse?
confused on wether to go on. or to let go.
yes we both love each other. but he feels dat he's got no freedom.
he's heart wans to stay. but his mind wans to let go..
i tot everytink was gona ok. after dat dae..
but no. it got worse after i found out i got cheated by sum1 whome i deeply trusted..!!
so what?!
.. still hanging in the air..
confused on wether to go on. or to let go.
yes we both love each other. but he feels dat he's got no freedom.
he's heart wans to stay. but his mind wans to let go..
i tot everytink was gona ok. after dat dae..
but no. it got worse after i found out i got cheated by sum1 whome i deeply trusted..!!
so what?!
.. still hanging in the air..
Labels: distracted and depresssed.
what we could have been, 7:18 AM.
