Thursday, May 3, 2007

LOSTit.WASTEit__
theFOOLISH-estTink i'veverdone.

ladies nite with mai and yama and mard?.. hu is constantly missing..
we started off with MOS by putting our bAGs 1st followed by CLINIC.

and ouh-yeah. CLINIC was awesome-ness. wee~
we have how many coupons? ermm.. let me count.
15of dem which me and yama only use. mai count herself out.
and i noe i was wrong. damn wrong starting out with all dis coupons tink.
the state of confuse led me on the wrong track.

there was once wen clinic's dance floor and empty.
so we heck care and dance BALLERINA all over the dance floor knocking plp everywhere. ermm. maeb nt dem. only me. hmm

ouh yeah. i tink its ballerina. b=hu cares. but we definitely njoi it!

after pure fun-nesss. we head to MOS. theres where all the minahs and mats2 can mosly be seen and oso thats wen tinks jus go BAD! waee... BAD!
and dats where we met AMRI and GAY. maeb dats GOD send frm above cos without dem i wldnt noe hw ma 2 fellowship handle me.

anger. depressed. insanity. down.
runs through ma vain with ferocious blood.
ma thoughts.it brings me to end of all hope.

i daze into ma peers eyes. i cld see the dissapointment in dem.i was so down.REALdown.

he came down at mere 20mins.

i tried to open ma eyes dat were glued tied and manage to peep through a small entry and saw him at a state of shocked.

he came and carried me in his arms.

and put me on a woden deck to lie on.

he stared into ma eyes asking me why am i doin dis.

and suddenly.slowly. his eyes was filled with tears.

i was so dissaponted in maself. and i noe he is too.

dats where i slowly sober down.and woke up to reality.

i never wana do dis again.

i noe ive caused alot of trouble.

im sorie mai and yama for snatchin the fun yall have been xpecting.

gay and amri. thanks alot for taking care of me.

i swear i didint plan all dis.

ihatemaself.

what we could have been, 11:43 PM.