i tink i love ma fwen more..
haah.
can sumbody ever xplain to me wat are bfs for?
FCUK.
damn.shit.
i noe.i noe. im such a useless gal hu is oways so foolish wen it cums to love.
im oways in denial.
i oways hoped dat one dae u'll changed and het married to me..
but on the other hand.
i noe. one dae. we'll jus be seperated.
duno y we're still holding on. maeb jus wait for the ryte time huh.
and if dat one dae cums.
dat one dae. im gona sae fcukoff to love. to guys.
i'll never want to fall in love again.
if so..i'll never wana be atached.i wld rather go around dating guys which wont last bcos dats the best part.
yes. bcos im so sick and tired of getting hurt. being laugh at. being look down at.
and most off.. being un-apreciated!
i hate to cry. cry for guys. hu dun deserve ma tears.
i feel so useless.
cibai.
what we could have been, 8:49 AM.