Saturday, May 12, 2007

confused.__

dats wat im feeling at dis point of tyme.
todae. i went to CALIFORNIA FITNESS to consider if i shld join membership tingy just to support ma fwen hu just got employed there.

and soo.. as we were walking around. her boss come and approach me wanting to talk to be personally. i was like wondering wat the hell he wans. and so i rejected him. Aha.
but ma fwen convinced me saying he isnt so scary as he looks. haha. hes very funky. so i agreed.

and there he started off saying dat i have the looks and stuff like dat and ask if i wan to consider geting employed there as a fitness consultant.

i was flabergasted.

he showed me documents. bla bla.
and there is alot alot alot of benefits dat i simply love!!

dis job is w/o a contract.
for the 1st 3mths of wrking. your basic is ---> s$2k okay!!
and the next three moths is ---> 1k
and all this is xcluding the comissions!!
6daes/week.
10hrs job.

nursing is.. 9hrs job and its more tiring!!! much more.. =(

and we use all the facilities all for free instead of pying 300+ just for membership.
and we have the benefits of goin to any classes just for FREE!!
HOW GOODY00-great is dat??!!
but i have to give up on ma soccer bcos have no tyme for training..

ma fwen's college hu is oni 17 yrs old!!
nt schooling wrking there..
1st mth. he earn 3k okay!!! =(
and the wrk so relax can!!
just tok and tok and show plp around the gym la!!
and the atmosphere is healthy and surround by hippies youngsters..

i was like thinking.. i dun really like dis nursing job.
its so physically and mentally tiring.
it drains me out.
and i just bring back $1k.
how pathetic???!!

but the tink is he can give me 4daes to reply him wether i wan dis or nt.

i reallllyyyy want disss!!!
but wat if i regret...???
wat if nursing is acualy wae wae wae beta den dis..?

arghh..
help me pls .. :(
so confusee..

if u were me? which wld u choose?

what we could have been, 8:34 AM.