Monday, April 16, 2007

.tEARs OF sOrrOw___

.....

kau ingt aku suka pe waste my precious tears for ur own misdeed.
u hated it wen i argued wif u for ur own misdeed.
u nv want to admit defeat!
so.untuk kau.aku convert ma fcuking anger to tears.
i held on ma anger jus to avoid the qaureling.
wen it was all ur fault. ur fcuking fault.

u didint even apologies for wat euu did.

u console me wen i teared.
u wipe awae ma tears with ur bare hands
u gave me a shoulder to cry on
and embrace me tite jus to cool me down.
and wen u fail to do so.. u nv gave up..

but dat was all the past..

nw?..
wen i teared..
"skit-skit nak nagis"
tu je kau ckp. =_(
u noe hw hurt it is..
and u shouted at me infront of plp
and jus leave me there crying alone.
and few minutes ltr.. u cum bck to me..
pleasing me to hush-hush.. trying to console me.
n wen u fail to do so.. for not even for a fcuking 10sec..
u shouted at me again.
u didint wipe ma tears notink.
u leave me crying there all alone..
u gave up on me..

why...
sob-sob.

what we could have been, 10:45 PM.