Saturday, March 10, 2007

.BoiFIE.

shaManis

US.

OKIE.. yall have hearing me whining bout hw useless.. bla.. bla.. bla.. sham have been as a BF ryte.. and we have been quareling like almost everydae fur the past hw many mths? haha

okie.

well.. dis month is our 1st year aniversary. YES. time reli flies fast. we've been thru ups and downs among ourselves.. among our fwens.. among gossips and even among 3rd parties. and we're still holding on to each other. YES definitely i still hate ur temper! well.. u've improve so much ma dear baby ever since i cum bck frm thailand. we have less quarels and understanding more. our time management have also improve so much more!

but we still hAve nt work on trust.

yes..we do love each other. but we both dun trust each other as much!

well.. ya. though i love him alot. my trust fur him (guys) is still hard fur me to acualy gain bck. its hard fur me. i would rather not trust a person den trusting dat person and end up getting hurt.

rite? rite?

hehe..

he have not taught me to learn to trust but he definitely have taught me to LOVE again.

he is the only person hu makes me have butterfly in ma stomach and at the same time feels so comfatable being in his arms. he is ma priority nw..

well.. there is still so much to improve on in da cuming future. =p

i love ma bie.

i love ma diddy.

i love ma sayang.

i love ma awak.

i love ma bucuk.

i love ma bang-babg

i defintely love my irsham.

and so.. dis is fur euu.

"if i cld have one wish

i wld wish to wake up everydae

to the sound of ur breath on ma neck

the warmth of ur lips on ma cheek

thhe touch of ur fingers on ma skin

and the feel of ur heart beating with mine

knowing dat i cld never find

that feeling with anyone other than euu''

love euu lots.

ever and ever.

what we could have been, 5:59 AM.