Friday, January 12, 2007
sumtymes i reli feel so useless.
i feel like as if i cnt even tink fur maself 4 wats rite and wats wrong fur me. wats good and wats bad fur me.
it conceive frm ma heart. born thru ma eyes. live along ma cheeck and dies on ma lips.
those tears dat i often shed. i cnt help it.
over and over again. it hurts alot. i cld feel it. hais.
women. are sumtymes silly. jus like me.
they cn love a men so much and nv wana sae the wrd ''let go'' despite dem' treating us like a piece of crap.
and men on the other hand are so f.bustard. they can make women attract dem. and wen they do.. dey cn jus sae they love u but do notink to proof it rite. haiz =/
its so frustrating leaving dis wae. y isit so hard to let him go?
its sad hw u see a guy, they cn b this nice lovely guy in plp's eyes but sumhw. wen True colours dats hides revesls demself. its makes us HATE DEM so much buT still love dem??.
WTH
sumtymes i reli hate maself fur loving him so much dat i tend to hurt maself. i duno if ''regret'' is the correct word i shld use.
plp sae dat if ur patient nw.. gd tinks cum to u.. nt nw.. but in the future. oh wells..
sumtymes i reli dun understand y all dis bullshits happening to me.
i hate it alot! =(
hais.
been hurt too much.
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
