WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD! ARGGHH..
started work on mondae. WORK k.. nt school. no ITE! no slack. No notink!
i was suppose to be at ward 58 as said by
sister emily. but i got ward66. i wasnt happy in the
1st place as i didint get wat i wanted. it was
dissapointing ah.. but it wasnt bad after all.
i got an A class ward! hu dosent one sia..
working fur 2daes.. oh my.. sister emily caled and told
me dat tomorrow i have to go to ward 57 which is oso and
oncology ward. i wasnt hapy arhh.. 1st of all bcos i was
jus about to get use to ma current ward. 2nd of all.. the teacher
whom i fear most.. is there woth her students!! arrgh.
i remember her saying to me..
''DUN TINK U GRADUATE OREDI,IF I SEE U WORKING, I'LL HAUNT U DOWN!''
fear... I DUNO WHY.. hais

but at least.. ma sis is in the same ward. at least i get sum help.
but i duno.. if wrking at the saem ward as ma sis wld be
a good or a bad tink! i jus hope dat it wld be a great tink!
hais..

i duno y. i still feel so anxious.
im jus afraid dat i cldnt make it.. and i kip making mistakes..!
hais. =(

HELP.

2daes i start working oredi. i still feel so lost and afraid!
i duno y. and wat worries me is HIM. us..

HIS home phone got cut off! he got no hp!
he work. i work. its so hard fur me to contact him!
we hardly have tyme fur each other.
im just afraid bcos of all dis..it will make our r'hip apart!
hais. DIS OS THE REAL WORLD! i've got to be strong.
REAL STRONG!!

i reli need him by ma side. to pour ma sadness. ma worries. ma sorrows.
ma fears. ma hapiness. ma everytink and ma feeling i wld
be feelings ESPECIALLY wen i jus start work.

oh men..=(

IM SO SCARED. OF.... duno wat!!
i really hope dat everytink will go smooth.
even if it dosent. i hope i would be able to acept..
watever remarks be it neg or positive. =?
mus bliv in maself. wats all the 2years trng fur ryte.
i jus hope i cld make it woth less mistake.
i cnt let dis pull ma moral all the wae down!
gonna be jus another hurdle fer u to get over b4 u bcme a v successful knoledgeable diligent professional registeres nurse.

advice frm her. thanx =) i will kip dat in mind..

''woteva scolding or no matter hw much shits u went thru . . if u feel like cryin go ahead n cry but one thing u gotta be strong everywhere u go gonna be tough . . .its better tt u go thru tis tough road nw den ltr.''

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